Recently

what happened on that night ?

Unfortunately...

Something happen after that

went i reach home, i was so tired and painful cause it is first day of my period has come of this month. Going to sleep soon.

but then argument happen, misunderstanding happen. i really can't take it anymore.

After that incident only i realise that i'm actually acting to be strong.

I'm still weak no matter how

I dint sleep the whole night.

My sickness come again, pain/suffer/hurt

cry whole night

cold

loneliness

darkness

cant close my eye

*我忍你这几天

这几个月*

you will never know  

i really so scared it will happen

*you always say that why i don't know how to choose .why i dont choose the benz,camry,alza,prado. why do want choose atoms*

u never never know ！atoms is  the best in my heart.  To me it is so so special like you. You mean to me, is so special. Your good, no one can see.Although your temper is very hard to accept, but I endure it. Im really hope that after u go there , will wont leave me, will wont .......

dear.

我努力明白你

也一个人乱猜你在那里所做的事

I really hope that's all will not happen

If u look inside a girl's H E A R T you'll see how much she really cries, you'll find secrets hidden,

Love, Best friend , Family , Lies ?

But what u 'll see the most is how HARD it is to stay STRONG 

when nothing seem right and everything is wrong

You'll never know- so many emotions i just choose not to show.

For me, i have chosen to tell u ( my love) what happened on me, but seem everytime after i told u ,it is like nothing, u no any respond also. that why i chose hide it.

我的依靠，我的一切...

我们一起享受的月饼 ：）